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Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Jekyll And Hyde #4

Fire

The feeling of curiosity haunts you
You want to know, but you don’t have a clue
The anger builds up and you feel the fire
You just want to know, it’s your dream and desire
You have changed, you have become brand new
You may even do something you wouldn’t ordinarily do
That little flame makes a spark appear
Your evil side is now clear
How can a person change so fast?
In with the new, and out with the past
All because you felt the flame
The flame that later sent you to shame

You are not one, but two
But the problem is who?
When an action is made, who really did it?
Two sides, totally split
Either side can be quick to blame
In the end, they are the ones who live in shame
How can a desire have such an impact?
It will change you in ways you wouldn’t usually act
All due to that inner fire
All caused by the human desire

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Jekyll and Hyde #3

The Power Of The Conscience
Theres always the good, along with the devastating bad
One will make you happy while the other leaves you sad
The two voices in your head don't stop talking to you
In the end, you just don't know what to do
One is easy while the other is hard 
The right decision is haunting you, so your not left scarred
Life is hard, and full of many choices
Thats why God gave you the two annoying yet helpful voices
They can help you through in any time of need 
To make the right decision, so you can succeed
The voices are growing louder, decision time is near
It's about time to make your final decision clear
It's not that hard, just a small, little choice
Now tell me, which was the right voice?

Is it the good or the bad? 
Which left you feeling glad?
Of course the wrong is always easy
While the good, is always a bit uneasy 
Doing right is always the best
Your conscience put you through a bit of a test
It made you think, not once but twice
Now your decision is made, and it is time to pay the price
Times up, you picked the wrong choice
Maybe you should have listened to the other voice...

Thursday, February 9, 2012

Jekyll and Hyde #2

The Power of Curiosity

The urge to know everything lies within
Inside every human full of sin
Curiosity is exposed and demanded
So you are not the only one left clueless and stranded
That inner power later changes you
The demon inside fights until it can break through
The old you has disappeared and a new is made
The old you will never again be portrayed
You will never be the same
You are now the person you became

Forever and eternally ashamed
Forever and always inflamed
Life will never be the same
All because of the inner flame
All the anger built up that made you furious
All for just being curious

Is being curious worth it?
Always begging to know, when you shouldn’t give a s**t?
The power of curiosity kills everyone on the inside
It will always be seeked; never able to hide

Friday, February 3, 2012

Jekyll and Hyde #1

Which do you choose: door one, two or three? The grand prize lies behind one of these doors, now which is it? The game show host stand’s their repeating the same question as you examine each door in front of your puzzled face. Door one seems to be warn; used by many and holds that welcoming classic look while door two shows off its flashy new paint job, with its shiny, untouched door knob. Door three is the complete opposite of door number one. It is a dark, black door that shows to be old, blistered, and distained. All that keeps running through your mind is which is the best, door one, door two, or door three?

Based off appearance, door two would be the best choice of the three. It is most appealing to the human eye, but does that necessarily mean that it is the best? Just because of the looks, it doesn’t mean that the grand prize will be laying behind the shiny, new door.

Now door one; standing their showing its classic look could be the correct choice. It is a mix of used and new put together. Does that mean it is the right choice?

Door three is the last door flowing through my mind. It is nasty, disgusting, and very unappealing to the eye. It stands there and appears as if it is going to fall apart in front of my eyes. Why would any prize lay behind such an old and rotten door?

Now the real question is, are they trying to fool me and are they putting the grand prize behind the old crappy door to fool me? Or is it lying behind one of the other doors and they are expecting me to have this thought? Which is it?


This is the perfect example of prejudice. An opinion is being formed just by the appearance of the door.

Should we as humans be judgmental? We all mistakes and all screw up, but yet in the end; we all judge and laugh at one another.

Life is about choosing the right path; making wise decisions to find out who you really are.

In the story, Jekyll And Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson one door is explained as blistered and distained. The door is very unappealing but the question is, what is on the other side of the ugly door?

On the other side of every door is new life; you start off in one room with the current life, and leave and go into another leading into your new life.

Life is about making the right decisions. We can make these decisions by opening the right doors. We always need to open the right doors, and keep the wrong ones closed. Life is all about making decisions; now choose wisely.

Which do you choose, door one, door two, or door three?

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

The Final Seconds

            It is the championship game; the one we have all been waiting for the past four years of our high school career. We have been waiting for this moment, the final seconds of our final game. We, the seniors, stand side by side supporting one another through our final battle as one, as a team, as a family. I examine the expressions of my teammates to the left, and to the right, and see my teammates; eager yet terrified of the final moment of the championship game. We are all not only terrified of what the outcome may be, but that our basketball journey at Pewaukee High School will soon be over. I look to my left, and see Mason- the starting shooting guard- he is my best friend, my brother, my co-captain. The last game is a battle, the two best teams facing each other. One will remember their last game as a victory; the other will remember it as a devastating loss that will forever be marked on their calendars. As time goes on, the beginning of the game grows closer, and we grow more excited.
            The game has now started. Opening tip off was a success, and everything appeared to be going our way. I, the starting point guard, senior, and captain of the varsity team, am planning on leading my team to victory. I am a four year starter, standing at a towering six foot five, and already accepted into Marquette University. No matter what happens this game, I know where I will be going after the final seconds of this moment that I will never forget. However, that doesn’t change the mindset I am going into this game with-not accepting anything but a win. Confidence is key, and confident is what I am.
            The first half has come to an end. The game is one of the easiest we have ever played. In fact, I would say it is a complete joke. The other team is already beat and has no chance of a comeback. We have so much momentum that it is impossible for them to catch up. It will be a great memory to know that my last game as a Pewaukee Pirate will end in victory.  
            It is the last minute of the game, and somehow the other team has made a comeback. I let my team down; I should be the one leading them to victory, but instead, we all stand here in shock facing adversity. Nothing seems to be going our way. Our shots aren’t falling, the refs are not giving us any calls, and no one is giving me any support around the basket. The way this game is going, none of us will like the outcome. Right now, we are down by two points and life seems to be at its worst, but luckily we have the ball. As I take the ball up court suddenly everything is in slow motion. Coach is yelling to me from the sidelines to pass to my brother, but this is my game and my chance to put the win in my hands. I will just have to carry my team and all of Pewaukee’s fans on my shoulders. I am the one; the one everyone is watching and expecting to hit the buzzer-beater to decide life or death. They not only expect it of me, they demand it so we can leave with the win and the memories. I look around and again see my teammates, my family. I not only want to win this game for me, and for my fans, but for them, that’s why I will be taking the final shot of the season; the shot that determines leaving with a win or a loss. I stand worried, yet scared am I not- and very surely I am positive. The time had come, I catch the ball with two seconds left, square up as quickly as possible, and release my best shot. I was positive this one was going in, positive. As the ball soars through the air, I feel in my chest that my heart is beginning to beat faster and harder. It is as if life is actually in slow motion; it feels like years since I released the ball and the ball isn’t near the hoop yet. Finally, the ball soars near the hoop, from my angle, it looks like it will be a good shot and I will secure the win. I see the ball hit off the front of the rim, and hear it bounce on the solid floor. The game is over. The other team is jumping around going wild, as I stand there with my hands on my head feeling the sudden urge to cry. Mason immediately comes over to pat me on the back for my well played game and tells me that it was a good shot, and not everyone can go in. After a horrible loss, he is the one person I want to see in front of my teary, blurry eyes, my brother. My journey, my high school basketball career is over. We faced adversity in the game, and could not adapt to it. I felt so confident when I shouldn’t have. Why did I take the last shot? Should I have passed it off? Maybe we could have won the game if I passed it off?  I stand there frozen while numerous questions flow through my head as I look around to my teammates who stand there expressing their emotions towards the horrible event that had just occurred.
            I worry about how my teammates will treat me: will they be mad at me? Will they hate me? I am the reason we lost this game. If only I would have made the last shot of the season, but I didn’t have it in me to do so. As we sadly stand on our home court and look around at each other, my fellow seniors all gather around me. All crying, we hug each other and talk about our memories: all the practices, all the camps, all the workouts-everything it took to get to this position in life. We would be nowhere without the teamwork and connections we all shared as friends, teammates, and as one family. Each senior hugs me and tells me that I took a great shot, and if anyone should have taken the last shot, that guy should be me. They remind me who I am, and what I can do with a basketball in my hands. I realize how lucky I am to have these kinds of guys around me, ones who will support me all through the ups, and the downs. Even though we lost, I felt satisfied that all would be okay; we played as a team and none of us would ever forget that.
            Even though the team was in for a rude awakening, it really opened our eyes. We realized that we are an unbeatable team, but we are just like every other team and must face defeat; fighting for the feeling you experience that last second, the last second that decides life verses death.
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            Now, I have moved on, as time grows day by day away from those devastating last seconds of the championship game. I am now attending school at Marquette, and playing ball with a new team, new family, and new organization. Although time has passed, those last seconds of the championship game are forever engraved in my mind. Even though we faced defeat, I will not let it take a huge impact on me. It does not  emotionally affect me anymore. I have moved on. I still think about the team and family that will forever be remembered. Memories were created that will never be forgotten. Once a Pewaukee Pirate, always a Pewaukee Pirate. No matter what, we were all champions at heart. The game was a journey; it lead us to become closer and grow as humans. We became better people, and connections grew between each and every one of us. High school basketball wasn’t just a sport, but a journey that forever changed the people we have become.